due to personal reasons i felt like changing my blogspot handle. i have yet to remake the linkstuff but i will do so when i got the opportunity and time. the reason why i haven't been posting wouldn't be your business. because, yeah, i was busy. who is not? i have a real life to take care of, you know, a life outside of the laptop. but i haven't been feeling like writing on this blog at all. i had been playing video games since i got kingdom hearts 2.5. i moved my ps3 to my neighbor's apartment so that he can also play birth by sleep. i have started kh 2 at the moment and had to restart it because the hard-mode was too much for me and i played back in normal mode ( my neighbor told me that the game would be easy enough but since it is final mix it is still a little bit harder than the actual game. something we figured very late ).
besides the whole gaming we watched doctor who as usual and have now reached season 7. saturday was eurovision but I just watched the end because i have been busy. i also was in a discord call with some people who were freaking out about australia winning but then we got the biggest plot twist ever and ukraine just made it to the first place. germany only got a point, but honest to god, for me it's not a big deal. if xavier naidoo hadn't been declined, we would've gotten a chance.
as of late, things have become pretty icky. some people have been pissing me off, some drama happened in a skype group for a reason that should apparently not be my business. i am a caring person and i am like the oldest one in the group. if shit is going down it would be nice to get to know what happened so that things could be settled down instead of leaving the group without telling anything. it just makes me really sick. but anyways who am i kidding? if things aren't my business i should not stick my nose in it. it's easier than that, right?
for now i'll try to make the best of my free monday, tomorrow is school starting again, and next week is going to be really short again. for now i might be working on some site stuff and play some video games as usual. i'll be having british breakfast (even though it's already noon lmao) and do my stuff. じゃあ、また!
edith pilaf has made an amazing piece of music - 'i don't regret anything'. if you look at the backstory of the song it will make you cry. she was dying from cancer, and she had to deal with a lot of stuff. besides, it is also a quote of my roleplay character yohan sterzinger, a guy who killed the best friend of his brother and left the division 'désenchanté' and became a commander of the 'blitzkrieg'-division.
ah, you might not know what i am talking about, right? the reason why i haven't been posting yesterday is my roleplay forum house of cards. a fictional world has been parted into four continents. two are harmonious; two are in an never-ending war. then there's the underground organization 'house of cards' who wants to end the war of the two continents and try to make the whole world harmonious.
that's the plot of the roleplay, and there will be several events that might establish and develop the canon. i'll be working on it all day, though i'll be taking some breaks and work on site- and forum-stuff, eat and drink and maybe go grocery shopping.
i went to the doctor yesterday since i was not feeling well, i caught a bronchitis and hell it hurts. i am still taking my medication but it had gotten better during the night. i slept like 7 or 8 hours and i went to sleep around 2am because i was working on the design of my forum. i hope to finish it today so i an go advertising it and gain some members and possibly some mods. modding a forum alone is hard work, especially if you are not used with jcink and coding forum skins. the one i am using right now is heavily edited; the colors were more light, now it is like dark-ish.
for now i'll look if i can make a cup an coffee and keep working on my forum. i am still tired and i need something to make my brain work.
'how are you?' - 'it's monday.' // Monday, May 9, 2016
the usual question when someone asks me how i'm doing on a monday. i'm the worst monday person you'd encounter, and today was one of these mondays where i just wanted to leave school and go to bed. i refused to drink coffee this morning because hell, i'm already hyperactive enough, and since i'm unbearable these days i took the option of rehab.
classes on monday are way better than on tuesdays though. you can leave school earlier on tuesdays, but on monday it feels like you have more subjects while you have technical knowledge every tuesday for like eight hours ( one hour = 45 minutes, with a pause of 25 minutes after two hours and then a pause of 15 minutes every two hours ), but we're changing the teachers after the first three hours.
when i think about today i could say that i forgot that we had like two tests: ethics and english. i could say that i did well in english, but the ethics were quite a challenge for me.
the rest of the classes were quite chill. i had an appointment with a specialist today who told me that there would be a huge suspicion that i would suffer from ADHD and that he'd make some clinical tests with me.
after that my caretaker wanted to talk with me. and now she's kinda convincing me to join the vacation that my college offers and spend ten days somewhere in south france because it should be amazing and i don't have to pay for anything and all. not that i mind it but seriously, it's not really my jam. ok it's pricey and all but spending ten days in the middle of kinda nothing and then sleeping in a tent is not really what i want. especially if i don't know the person in the tent. i think i'm going to get my name in that list so that she'd be quiet. if i get drawn and go with them then fine. let's see if things are good or not.
tomorrow is tuesday and let's be real: i should have volleyball practice tomorrow, but i'm not really feeling it. and i don't care if things go well and we have to go. as long as my friend doesn't mention it it's okay. i don't want to sound like a lazy fucker who'd rather dissociate themself somewhere, but i'm not that kind of person who works under people's commands.
for the rest of the day i'll work on some stuff, write an application for my rp and work with my friend ilaine on our new site. aah yep. that's how i should end my monday.
hello blogspot, it's nice to see you again. // Sunday, May 8, 2016
i think i'll do it again. telling about my daily life, even though it seems so bored and uninteresting. but i'm not that kind who bothers if my posts won't get read or commented. i'd like to write my stuff, and for me, that's all what counts. and since i've been busy the past week with coding, finishing the design on papercarousel and under:god, it would be nice to start blogging again.
today is sunday, and as usual i'd spend it at my best friend's flat, watching doctor who and cooking together or either eating the food that has left the day before when we were cooking. i love spending time with my best friend; despite him being a pervert, he's the guy who'd make me laugh or drive me crazy with his shenanigans. hell, he knows that i won't date him since i'm a mess if it comes to romance. we play a lot of games together, tell each other tales about ourselves and just chill with doctor who.
it's nice weather today, and i should spend it outside. but then i'd like to be at my flat and work on some other stuff; like almost any sunday. my cat has been chilling all day, and sometimes he cuddled himself on my lap and rest a little bit. these sundays are nice sundays. and since there's nothing much to do on sundays, i'm quite fine with the things that happen.
and i think for now i'd remain it like that. the day is almost over and the next episode of doctor who might've been loaded completely as well. time to make dinner with my best friend and enjoy the last hours until go to sleep.
due to personal reasons i felt like changing my blogspot handle. i have yet to remake the linkstuff but i will do so when i got the opportunity and time. the reason why i haven't been posting wouldn't be your business. because, yeah, i was busy. who is not? i have a real life to take care of, you know, a life outside of the laptop. but i haven't been feeling like writing on this blog at all. i had been playing video games since i got kingdom hearts 2.5. i moved my ps3 to my neighbor's apartment so that he can also play birth by sleep. i have started kh 2 at the moment and had to restart it because the hard-mode was too much for me and i played back in normal mode ( my neighbor told me that the game would be easy enough but since it is final mix it is still a little bit harder than the actual game. something we figured very late ).
besides the whole gaming we watched doctor who as usual and have now reached season 7. saturday was eurovision but I just watched the end because i have been busy. i also was in a discord call with some people who were freaking out about australia winning but then we got the biggest plot twist ever and ukraine just made it to the first place. germany only got a point, but honest to god, for me it's not a big deal. if xavier naidoo hadn't been declined, we would've gotten a chance.
as of late, things have become pretty icky. some people have been pissing me off, some drama happened in a skype group for a reason that should apparently not be my business. i am a caring person and i am like the oldest one in the group. if shit is going down it would be nice to get to know what happened so that things could be settled down instead of leaving the group without telling anything. it just makes me really sick. but anyways who am i kidding? if things aren't my business i should not stick my nose in it. it's easier than that, right?
for now i'll try to make the best of my free monday, tomorrow is school starting again, and next week is going to be really short again. for now i might be working on some site stuff and play some video games as usual. i'll be having british breakfast (even though it's already noon lmao) and do my stuff. じゃあ、また!
edith pilaf has made an amazing piece of music - 'i don't regret anything'. if you look at the backstory of the song it will make you cry. she was dying from cancer, and she had to deal with a lot of stuff. besides, it is also a quote of my roleplay character yohan sterzinger, a guy who killed the best friend of his brother and left the division 'désenchanté' and became a commander of the 'blitzkrieg'-division.
ah, you might not know what i am talking about, right? the reason why i haven't been posting yesterday is my roleplay forum house of cards. a fictional world has been parted into four continents. two are harmonious; two are in an never-ending war. then there's the underground organization 'house of cards' who wants to end the war of the two continents and try to make the whole world harmonious.
that's the plot of the roleplay, and there will be several events that might establish and develop the canon. i'll be working on it all day, though i'll be taking some breaks and work on site- and forum-stuff, eat and drink and maybe go grocery shopping.
i went to the doctor yesterday since i was not feeling well, i caught a bronchitis and hell it hurts. i am still taking my medication but it had gotten better during the night. i slept like 7 or 8 hours and i went to sleep around 2am because i was working on the design of my forum. i hope to finish it today so i an go advertising it and gain some members and possibly some mods. modding a forum alone is hard work, especially if you are not used with jcink and coding forum skins. the one i am using right now is heavily edited; the colors were more light, now it is like dark-ish.
for now i'll look if i can make a cup an coffee and keep working on my forum. i am still tired and i need something to make my brain work.
'how are you?' - 'it's monday.' // Monday, May 9, 2016
the usual question when someone asks me how i'm doing on a monday. i'm the worst monday person you'd encounter, and today was one of these mondays where i just wanted to leave school and go to bed. i refused to drink coffee this morning because hell, i'm already hyperactive enough, and since i'm unbearable these days i took the option of rehab.
classes on monday are way better than on tuesdays though. you can leave school earlier on tuesdays, but on monday it feels like you have more subjects while you have technical knowledge every tuesday for like eight hours ( one hour = 45 minutes, with a pause of 25 minutes after two hours and then a pause of 15 minutes every two hours ), but we're changing the teachers after the first three hours.
when i think about today i could say that i forgot that we had like two tests: ethics and english. i could say that i did well in english, but the ethics were quite a challenge for me.
the rest of the classes were quite chill. i had an appointment with a specialist today who told me that there would be a huge suspicion that i would suffer from ADHD and that he'd make some clinical tests with me.
after that my caretaker wanted to talk with me. and now she's kinda convincing me to join the vacation that my college offers and spend ten days somewhere in south france because it should be amazing and i don't have to pay for anything and all. not that i mind it but seriously, it's not really my jam. ok it's pricey and all but spending ten days in the middle of kinda nothing and then sleeping in a tent is not really what i want. especially if i don't know the person in the tent. i think i'm going to get my name in that list so that she'd be quiet. if i get drawn and go with them then fine. let's see if things are good or not.
tomorrow is tuesday and let's be real: i should have volleyball practice tomorrow, but i'm not really feeling it. and i don't care if things go well and we have to go. as long as my friend doesn't mention it it's okay. i don't want to sound like a lazy fucker who'd rather dissociate themself somewhere, but i'm not that kind of person who works under people's commands.
for the rest of the day i'll work on some stuff, write an application for my rp and work with my friend ilaine on our new site. aah yep. that's how i should end my monday.
hello blogspot, it's nice to see you again. // Sunday, May 8, 2016
i think i'll do it again. telling about my daily life, even though it seems so bored and uninteresting. but i'm not that kind who bothers if my posts won't get read or commented. i'd like to write my stuff, and for me, that's all what counts. and since i've been busy the past week with coding, finishing the design on papercarousel and under:god, it would be nice to start blogging again.
today is sunday, and as usual i'd spend it at my best friend's flat, watching doctor who and cooking together or either eating the food that has left the day before when we were cooking. i love spending time with my best friend; despite him being a pervert, he's the guy who'd make me laugh or drive me crazy with his shenanigans. hell, he knows that i won't date him since i'm a mess if it comes to romance. we play a lot of games together, tell each other tales about ourselves and just chill with doctor who.
it's nice weather today, and i should spend it outside. but then i'd like to be at my flat and work on some other stuff; like almost any sunday. my cat has been chilling all day, and sometimes he cuddled himself on my lap and rest a little bit. these sundays are nice sundays. and since there's nothing much to do on sundays, i'm quite fine with the things that happen.
and i think for now i'd remain it like that. the day is almost over and the next episode of doctor who might've been loaded completely as well. time to make dinner with my best friend and enjoy the last hours until go to sleep.
