You know, if you lose someone you were close with, even for a brief time, it's not nice. It's really sad. Especially if it's unexpected that they're gone and come back ever again. What first seemed to be a relaxing day changed into the biggest twist of all.
Yesterday, we got the message that our dear friend, our dear classmate and colleague passed away from their disease. Their organs stopped working while they were at the hospital for the last few weeks. We were all expecting them to come back safe and soon, but we were wrong.
I'm honest, I had a lot of emotions flowing into me. But I was not able to cry. Why? Not because I didn't care, but because I was not able to cry. You know, everyone mourns on their own way, you get mad, get sad and cry a lot, feel like a mess or a wreck, you try to move on and don't feel nor explain anything. The feeling of mourn is different, and no one should blame you for this.
The worst you can do is, if you are overemotional, trying to make the worst of the day, not wanting anyone to laugh or to distract yourself with funny things, like watching funny videos. It's not okay to shove your messy way of being overemotional to other people who are trying to get over that mess, the sadness, and everything else.
All of us were trying to move on, or are yet trying to. Because it is hard. This person who's not coming back anymore was our precious friend. They made us laugh a lot, they were joking with us a lot. Now this is not going to happen anymore, and we have to try to move on. It's a great loss for all of us.
Some might think that it'd be better for them, to release them from their pain, and some might think that they haven't deserved it.
Even now when they're gone, we won't forget them, because they'll be a part of our memories.
rest in piece my friend
loss. // Monday, June 13, 2016
You know, if you lose someone you were close with, even for a brief time, it's not nice. It's really sad. Especially if it's unexpected that they're gone and come back ever again. What first seemed to be a relaxing day changed into the biggest twist of all.
Yesterday, we got the message that our dear friend, our dear classmate and colleague passed away from their disease. Their organs stopped working while they were at the hospital for the last few weeks. We were all expecting them to come back safe and soon, but we were wrong.
I'm honest, I had a lot of emotions flowing into me. But I was not able to cry. Why? Not because I didn't care, but because I was not able to cry. You know, everyone mourns on their own way, you get mad, get sad and cry a lot, feel like a mess or a wreck, you try to move on and don't feel nor explain anything. The feeling of mourn is different, and no one should blame you for this.
The worst you can do is, if you are overemotional, trying to make the worst of the day, not wanting anyone to laugh or to distract yourself with funny things, like watching funny videos. It's not okay to shove your messy way of being overemotional to other people who are trying to get over that mess, the sadness, and everything else.
All of us were trying to move on, or are yet trying to. Because it is hard. This person who's not coming back anymore was our precious friend. They made us laugh a lot, they were joking with us a lot. Now this is not going to happen anymore, and we have to try to move on. It's a great loss for all of us.
Some might think that it'd be better for them, to release them from their pain, and some might think that they haven't deserved it.
Even now when they're gone, we won't forget them, because they'll be a part of our memories.
rest in piece my friend
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a prince that goes by kano. 23 years old. germany.
agender. he/them pronouns. media design sophomore.
single. asexual panromantic. infp & melancholic.
