A lot of stuff had been happening the past days. Stuff that eventually would change the view of my life. For someone who has to deal with some crap the past years, I finally have reached my climax.
You see, there were suspicions about a disorder as of 2014, then it turned out I didn't have it. Now, three years later, it's revealed that I actually have it besides two other disorders. Today, I was officially diagnosed with ADHD ( Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder ). The past four weeks I was taking tests, I visited doctors all week just to get to know that the disorder whose diagnosis blackfired about two years ago is going to take over my life.
Hell, it sounds like it's actually the worst disorder you could get but let's be honest; you can't cure it but you can tone it down by taking sedatives. And I don't really want to mention my history about meds an how they used to wreck me, especially antibiotics.
Besides ADHD, I suffer from mild depression and AVPD (Avoidant Personality Disorder), but I've been diagnosed with these about three years ago. I didn't have to take any meds for these,since my depression isn't that big that I have to poison myself with anti-depressants. I'm not even suicidal, thank god.
Despite all that mess I have been devoted to Fire Emblem Fates: Conquest. Seriously I spend almost every free minute playing it. It's really interesting and stunning, and hell I fell for some characters, I'm a complete mess. The game is a reason why I don't play Dramatical Murder and/or League much as of late, and I'm even ready to get Birthright and Revelations.
I don't really have to say much; and I'll see you next time. じゃあ、また!
jam of the day
diagnosis // Thursday, June 2, 2016
A lot of stuff had been happening the past days. Stuff that eventually would change the view of my life. For someone who has to deal with some crap the past years, I finally have reached my climax.
You see, there were suspicions about a disorder as of 2014, then it turned out I didn't have it. Now, three years later, it's revealed that I actually have it besides two other disorders. Today, I was officially diagnosed with ADHD ( Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder ). The past four weeks I was taking tests, I visited doctors all week just to get to know that the disorder whose diagnosis blackfired about two years ago is going to take over my life.
Hell, it sounds like it's actually the worst disorder you could get but let's be honest; you can't cure it but you can tone it down by taking sedatives. And I don't really want to mention my history about meds an how they used to wreck me, especially antibiotics.
Besides ADHD, I suffer from mild depression and AVPD (Avoidant Personality Disorder), but I've been diagnosed with these about three years ago. I didn't have to take any meds for these,since my depression isn't that big that I have to poison myself with anti-depressants. I'm not even suicidal, thank god.
Despite all that mess I have been devoted to Fire Emblem Fates: Conquest. Seriously I spend almost every free minute playing it. It's really interesting and stunning, and hell I fell for some characters, I'm a complete mess. The game is a reason why I don't play Dramatical Murder and/or League much as of late, and I'm even ready to get Birthright and Revelations.
I don't really have to say much; and I'll see you next time. じゃあ、また!
jam of the day
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a prince that goes by kano. 23 years old. germany.
agender. he/them pronouns. media design sophomore.
single. asexual panromantic. infp & melancholic.
